Sunday, May 28, 2006 @ 12:03 AM
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[23:56] * RooP is Mesmerised by: BeForU - Scenario [04:24m/192Kbps/44KHz]Im hooked to this song for 2 weeks already damn!
the tempo very fast, and i like this song. mabbe a alternative to make me forget that was inflicted on me.
Week 2 has passed, though not as bad as the first week but still when im still free, i tend to think about it. damnit. i then realised its not easy to forget such things after all. besides its not days that i like her, its months n years. to be exact its bout 3 years liao. so how am i to forget by just using a week of time?. thus i turned to work. due to the fact that its a very busy month for me, at least its not so bad during working. but after working hours when i got time, my thoughts on her came back. WTH lah.she still can ask me "how are you?" over at msn. i was like. -_____-" isnt it obvious?? but i acted cool and reply "still the same lor...now busy with work..no time to bother bout other things.." HAHAHA. damn im so childish. duno is she naive or wat. no idea. but dun care. i care for her now oso no use le. to me shes the perfect person to be with for the rest of my life but i can only treat her as a friend now. no other motive. =`( Now everyday i feared i would bump to them on the streets. i seriously had no idea how to handle the situation if it really happens. sighz.with no experience before hand, i had to admit defeat. back to square 1.anyway back to reality. work work. inventory is a mess, i tot everything will be swee swee but in the end still got kok ups. whatever lah ah, i just tried my best to help my TAs solve them. If kena complained i also got nothing to say also.
best is i got TA never inform me that he not in school when the day is the day where whole singapore schools are doing stress test for P1 registration. i down there -____-" got such irresponsibility TA ah. come on lah. even if got no stress test that day, you also must inform me that you not in school also lor. lets say sway sway server down, whos going to answer sia? ME??
IM NOT THE TA YA NOE. damnit. i almost blew my top off at him but i kept my cool. SIGHZ. forget it lah ah. angry also no use. i rather finish my job then to rawl at him. like i said, this month is SO DAMN wrong.
neway, back to ID, guess its the only way to bring myself back to my old self again. LOL. have been training my Evo4 quite diligently cos would be having another match up next sat. hope i could put up my best performance that day. I WAN TO WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok tomolo going to jl house for mahjong session. lol. hope we can have some fun. =D
till next time. ja~
